Hopeless

Our paths will cross again,

one day,

my dear friend.

There’s no point in hoping

It will just leave you devastated in the end There’s no point in trying

If in the end you’ll end up with nothing

Love still has boundaries

It always ends, always!

What’s the point of living

When we’re just slowly dying

People who battle with their own body and mind

They won’t know how it will ever gonna stop

People come and go and once or twice

Our paths will cross but end up with

goodbyes and heartbreaks…

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The Art of Letting Go

(Random poem I made many years back :)) napulot sa baul)

i wanted to cry
but i should be strong
i’m not going to think about it
cause i cnt really move on..

when the winds started to blow
i can see my life turn grey and dull
in my nightmare of life with you
i feel like im in hell

why is it so hard to let go??
let go of you and move on…
i love you but do you even care??
i know u cant love me back…
cause u only knew me as a friend

the hardest thing i’d ever do..
is to having to live a life
without you here by my side
and suffer my life… alone…

i wish you will love me too..
cause i cant live without you..
im hurt cause of what you said..
but i still kept on loving you…

Eyes

by Mikx de Dios

The delight in your eyes I see
The colors dance so lively
Yet it burns with intense and fierce emotions
Mixed exotic feelings hiding behind
That leaves me ecstatic and high

 

Those eyes that stares so blankly
Never taking them off me
It sends an electric touch down my spine
It tickle my bones into submission

 

Oh how do you capture me so easily
Unexpectedly my heart jumps and stagger back
Now scared to lose its grip to your love

CRUSHED

Extreme emotions contained
in a heart that mourns deeply
In the abyss of her dark memories
she keeps digging deep
Burying her own being
along the blood-stained soil of her past
In so much the pain she felt, she hid
The earth have been her only pleasure and welcome
Happiness have been profound
in the forest is her only abode
So much being far away has blinded her
Vulnerable in being detached
she turned so dark
an elusive thing to understand.
Lies, breaks, have overcome her very soul
The hurt can be seen in her eyes, hidden in her smile
Emotion got the best of her
The shadows hover above her
forever depriving her of the bright light
There is confusion, agonizing debate
stirring inside her head
imprinting badly on her once-positivity
Igniting the flame-the spark-in her very soul
Where is the love, she did ask
In the quietness and stillness of the night
just when she thought no one heard
the voice inside her have awakened her

Though no one really knows what lies ahead
she still won’t let go of her love- the only thing

The only thing she has of what’s left of her life.

Yearn

I feel the heat rising…
blood coursing through my body
unconscious I am wistful for your touch
I yearn for your love, covetous even.
Oh what have you done
The spell has binded me to your love
And so eager, I fall and fall all over again.

Dark

I’ve fallen on an endless abyss
A delight than fear fills me
Enveloped by frigid air, my body numbs away
Still falling, not being able to see
Where are you now, I can’t wait with glee.

A flower draws closer to me, I’m still falling
In this immense darkness I’m in, eager for your touch
A lost soul yet to find, creeps down the edge of life
Bring me back now, to where life is
The uncertainty now turns delight into fear.

Of loving you, where have I gone
This out of life experience so thrilling
Sway me, push me, wake me now
The flower catches up with me…
Disappearing… Leaving traces of you in the dark.

 

You

Your eyes never cease to dazzle me
It’s as bright as the sun that blinds me
Your lips so gentle as a calm sea
Yet so fierce like the bright sparks
of a raging fire at the stillness of night

Your smile is the brightness I see in the morning
Your love, it’s a drug that is so addicting
It’s dangerous! But danger is never an excuse
to make me love you still.

Your voice, so full of life it completes me
Uttering words that care so much for me
Makes me melt and warm like it embraces my whole body
We are entwined, enveloped in each other’s love
Oh how great this feeling is, I never want to break away.